Sunday, January 26, 2014

Karalyn's 6-Month Anniversary


January 21, 2014


I can hardly believe that today marks 6 months since our sweet Karalyn was born and then passed away. It seems forever ago, yet, at the same time, it seems just like yesterday. This sweet girl changed me in the deepest of ways, ways I am still learning and trying to understand. She left an unforgettable mark on our family. I would give just about anything to go back to that day, regardless of how hard it was, and hold her one more time. The picture is the sunset from my backyard tonight. A sweet reminder of my precious little girl on her 6-month anniversary.


Our Rainbow Baby Announcement

January 12, 2014


One year ago today, we found out we were pregnant with our third child. We never envisioned that precious child would become our angel baby, leaving us with what we now call our two sunshine babies (earth babies conceived before a family is struck by loss- babies conceived before devastation, holding a place in a family’s heart and their symbol of love, before they knew anything about shattered dreams) and now our rainbow baby (an earth baby born following the loss of an angel baby-the theory being that the beauty of the rainbow does not mean the storm and the devastation never happened but that something beautiful and full of light has emerged from the darkness).


We are humbled to announce that we are nearly 7 weeks pregnant with our rainbow baby, due September 2, 2014. We decided to let everyone know pretty early on as we learned through Karalyn’s pregnancy that there is never a “safe” time to tell people you are expecting. We would appreciate any and all prayers as we walk this path of a rainbow pregnancy as the death of Karalyn and all we went through still is so fresh and weighs heavy on our hearts and as we try to rest in the peace that only comes through trusting in our Savior with this new life He has created.